Nada Farha

I miss my babies.

2011-11-03T12:36:00.006+08:00

Lets do this together!! As an ummah!

2011-05-15T09:19:00.003+08:00

Salam.

I always tell mummy this :
"Mummy, Mummy nak tau tak 1 benda?" (Do u want to know 1 thing?)
Ha. Apa? (Yes. What?)
"Saya selalu rasa, jauh di lubuk ati saya, I might end up being a teacher one day." (I always feel this in my heart : That one day, I will end up being a teacher.)
Ha? Cikgu? (What? Teacher?)
"Aah. Macam bila dah tua nanti, jd cikgu, tapi ngajar budak yang nakal2." (Yea. Like when I am old, but teaching the naughty students.)

Ok. That was the conversation. And I even tweet-ed at my Twitter about that.

Now, I cant wait to open a kindergarten/a private primary school. I want to raise pious people. Since I am not sure whether I am getting married or not, this is one thing I think I really should do despite anything happens. May Allah grant my wish on that matter and make things easy.

There was a short and meaningful message given by a brother during the Jumaah's Khutbah, a special message for the sister :

Dear Sister, please raise a pious child. We are lack of pious men in the world today.

~Brother Saad~

When I got home, I became more assured that I am indeed, if Allah wills, will open a school. In ten years time, send your kids to my school, ok? But 10 years are super far from now. I might not be able to see the world at that time. So, I will start as soon as I can and as I have enough fund. That is a promise to myself.

Syllabus? Hmm. Something like Little Caliph, but maybe cheaper a bit. Basically, we're going to learn to read,write and speak in Arabic. Learn the sunnah and also the Quran. So, show some hands if you feel like joining this mission. And I am serious about this. You can also help in any sense, InshaAllah.

Am writing to make sure that I will fulfill my promise on this. At least, you can sue me if I forget abt this later.

Barakallaulakum wa lana.

Ignorance? \/\/

2011-05-05T00:05:00.003+08:00

Salam.

Seriously, I dont like this. I hate this.
We really need to remove all of the barriers that exist between us.
I mean between u, them and me.
U might think that this is not important, but I take this matter seriously.
When people ask, can we kindly respond to them?
When people talk, can we kindly listen to them?
When people smile, can we kindly smile back at them?

Just do what u think is best.
But here are my solutions, I mean something to ponder upon:

1. Think : What is the purpose of life? How can we be khalifahs if we're like this?
2. Think again, why Allah sent us here, at this place? So that we can mix, no?
3. Think before we talk, so that we will not have to make people ask something like "Can you please finish ur sentence.. The one that u were saying just now?" and we will say "....hmm. Nevermind" and *Smile*
4. Be grateful that someone(including Him) actually hears when you talk.
5. Think for ourselves as well. How can we expect someone to give something that we have never given to anyone before?
6. What makes we think that we are right and they are at fault?
7. Why do you like to keep secrets? Seriously, it wont do any good. Trust me, it will never will.
8. MUHASABAH!!

PLEASE, PEOPLE. I know how to handle myself. Alhamdulillah, with Allah's help, of course. Be more collaborative. This is not for me. This is for you. And you. And for the ummah in this campus. InshaAllah.

Barakallahulakum walana.

Drafts in the Phone

2011-04-19T10:56:00.005+08:00

Salam! :D

Am in good mood today, y'know! Am clearing the Drafts in my phone. Rather than deleting everything, let me post it here.

"If you trust Allah s.w.t, InshaAllah, u will not be disappointed."

~Brother Umar~

"Righteousness is piety. Piety is righteousness. Make sure whatever comes from your mouth is not haram. The clothing of taqwa is better for u. Part of piety is to resolve the matters between ourselves. Another point of piety is good company.
If a person commits a sin, and think after that that he should not have done that, that is a sign of piety. Fear the punishment of Allah."

~I cant remember from whom, but it was from one of the talks. I bet it was Sh. Riad~

"Tell the brothers that you love them for the sake of Allah. Of course, between brothers only and between sisters only."(haha. We were laughing out loud. Or else, I'd be the first to tell. Hahhaha).
Say these to the other brothers/sisters :
"May Allah forgive you."
"I love you for the sake of Allah." - The reply will be: "May whom who u love me for love you more."

~Brother Saad~

There are hadiths on that too, you know!!
Anas reported that a man was with the Prophet, may Allah bless him and grant him peace, when a man passed by him and said, "O Messenger of Allah, I love this man." The Prophet said to him, "Have you informed him?" He said, "No." He said, "Inform him," and he caught up with him and said, "I love you for the sake of Allah." He said, "The One for whom you love me has made me love you." [Abu Dawood]

Narrated by Abu Dharr: The Prophet (peace be upon him) said: The best of the actions is to love for the sake of Allah and to hate for the sake of Allah. [Abu Dawood]

NOW TELL ME!!! ISN'T ISLAM SWEET??? :D

"Reasons for backbiting :
1. Satisfy anger.
2. Want to keep friends.
3. Make fun of others.
4. Bad company.
5. Having too much spare time.

Advise: Look at yourself instead of looking at others."

~Brother Umar~

Barakallahulakum!!

People can plan. He decides everything.

2011-04-14T09:40:00.007+08:00

Salam!

May Allah grant all of us some of His health and some of His wealth. Hoping that today will be a good start. Well, not so good actually, but there are still 14hrs and 18mins before this day ends.

Attended the "A Heart Serene" by Shaykh Riad for 2 days, and it was awesome! He is indeed a gifted person(u know all of us have our own capabilities). But yea, he talks, and talks, and talks. He made u hear, he made u cry, he mad u hug others and he even made u laugh. Yea. That was the sequence.

Shaykh Ibrahim was awesome too, when he taught us how to pray just like how Rasulullah pbuh prayed. "Pray as u saw me praying", remember?
It is indeed, a lecture I have been waiting for. Subhanallah, the demo by Brother Umar was really good. we learnt a lot.

I choose to not to talk abt this with my fellow friends, because I know, this is a CONTROVERSIAL topic since there are 4 main madzhabs. Shafie, Maliki, Hambali & Hanafi(may Allah have mercy on them).

Shaykh Ibrahim stressed on a very important point. The most crucial one. "All of them(as mentioned above), they are interpreting the hadiths abt solat, how Rasulullah did it in the past. They are very good people, may Allah have mercy on them. But most of them said that the whatever they said were just their interpretations, but if we find something better, something that is more truthful, then, we have to follow the truth. If we know something is right, then after some time, we found something better, that is even more right, we should follow the second one. If we dont, then we are in big trouble." at this time, I was like, MashaAllah, Allah has guided him to say this wonderful phrase.

There is no wrong in following the madzhab, as we are doing that for the only purpose, to please Allah, right? But seriously, be more opened towards others.

My suggestion is:
1. Read more to know about our religion, the al-deen.
2. Do attend talks that will help us to boost our iman.
3. Know what we are doing, why we are doing it, not by quoting someone else, but always refer them back to the Quran & hadiths.
4. Open our hearts for changes. The things that we believe is the best, might not be the best. There might be something better.
5. Lower our egos when it comes to what the hadiths say and what Allah has commanded. Because not following the hadiths and Quran means that we are doubting Rasulullah pbuh and Allah swt, the Mighty One.
6. Prepare ourselves to become a better Muslim or Muslimah. We might get married and have babies later. What do we tell them when they are born? what do we teach them about Allah and His prophets a'laihisalam and Islam?
7. Lets repent, we can do this. Ittaqullah. Live as if today is the last day we are breathing.

Have a good day. Barakallahulakum walana.

New Baby is here

2011-03-20T19:51:00.003+08:00

Salam.

I am so happy for my only sister, Kak Long, and the husband. We got a new baby at home!!! Alhamdulillah. Everything is fine now.

Here she is:

Opening her eyes as soon as she came out. She cant wait to see the new, temporary world. :)

Barakallahulakum walana.

Feliz cumpleanos!

2011-03-18T00:54:00.003+08:00

Happy 22nd Birthday, Nada Farha!!

May Allah bless u, grant u His Wealth, Health and Happiness.
Ameen.

Ainnil : First to wish.
Kak Long : Second.
Arif wished jgk.

Thank you people, for remembering my birthday. I knew that you guys were up to something. I have a strong instinct, remember? Lol.

Ok. What happened was: Anum, Dib, Tat & Uzma were giving me 'surprise'. I am touched that they actually went to Tesco together!! Now that we are FRIENDS as in FRIENDS!! yeay!! Alhamdulillah. Zue came later. It was supposed to be at 0000hrs, but I was sick. Vomited(as always). We celebrated around 6sth.

Mommy and Daddy called.

Then, Kak Amalina, Kak Athirah, Khalisah, Sofia & Atikah gave me that wonderful card. That was superb! Will upload the pics later, InshaAllah!! :D

JIJI CALLED!! I have finally got to speak to her!!

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, PEOPLE!! I LOVE U ALL FILLAH!!

Barakallahulakum walana.

The right thing is now WRONG

2011-03-17T10:32:00.006+08:00

Salam.

I went to the cafe. Wore this shirt. A very comfortable(big and loose) shirt. Ordered the 'aji'-less food. Waited for quite some time and :-

Kakak@cafe : Kakak!
Nada : Yes. Thanks. Berapa ya?
Kakak : RM6.
Nada : *smiled* (and searching for the purse)
Kakak : Bessssarnya bajjjju. *Laughing*
Nada : (Ha? Besar?)

I am so tensed. One thing I noticed abt the world today is :
When you're trying hard to the 'right' things, people will come to you and criticize you. Seriously, even the lady at the counter, taking orders will criticize you. That is how weird the world today is. Now, am I going to stop wearing loose shirts? Of course not. InshaAllah. feel like telling her, this is right. Nothing to be shamed and laughed abt. Seriously, tell me. Which is the funny part? Me wearing a big shirt? Or u that dont? (Kan dah jahat!)

May Allah lead us all to the right path. Ameen.

Barakallahulakum.

Nothing much u can do

2011-03-02T12:06:00.004+08:00

Salam.

I am just me - Don't judge me if u don't know me well enough.
I do mistakes - Correct me if I am wrong.
I talk nonsense -Ask me to be quite if I do.
I am just a friend - Don't put too high expectations on me.
I do weird things - Remind me to make sure that it is halal in any ways.
I am loyal - Put some believe in me.
I am sometimes ungrateful - Tell me to be grateful(not by keeping it to yourself). It doesnt me that have never been grateful.
I am not what you think I am. I am just who I am. And yes, there are rooms for improvement.

Barakallahu lakum wa lana.

Random. The Mission.

2011-02-17T11:23:00.003+08:00

Salam.

Heaviest thing on the scale - good manners.
Good akhlak can be attained. It is not something that u are born with.
Good deeds never compensate bad manners, but good manners may compensate bad deeds.
- Kamal el Mekki

Barakallahulakum walana

Friday's sermon.

2011-02-11T15:22:00.002+08:00

Salam.

Today's khutbah :

~Let us not be the victim of laziness.

~If you have the chance to attend halaqah or Islamic classes, attend them now. Grab the chance.

1. Do not yawn with an open mouth. Rasulullah dislikes.

2. Eating.

3. Spend time with energetic people.

4. Honesty.

~Dont miss fajr. Make an intention, may Allah help us. Continue to make the same wish before sleep.

~Al Baqarah : 286. :D

Marriage

2011-01-31T20:05:00.003+08:00

Salam.

Had fun went out with Rafaa' and Wajdah. The future doctor called me cacat. She was complaining that I have a lot of health problems. "Dah, amek gambar akak dgn budak cacat nih". FINEEE. I am cacat. Lol. She has to get married at the age of 25. Which is next year. Hahhhahaha

When I got home. watching tv - adik & Al-Quran if I am not mistaken.

Pak Cik Kholil : Perempuan nih, senang saja kalau mahu masuk syurga.

Nada : Ha?

Mommy : Ha. Macam mana?

Pak Cik Kholil(sambil pandang kitorg) : Taat pada suami.

Mommy : (tergelak)

Nada : Serious?

Pak Cik Kholil : Ya lah. Taat pada suami. Mudah saja. Di samping solat, bayar zakat.. Dah blh masuk syurga. Lelaki nih berat sikit timbangannya.

Ok. Now I really want to get married before I die. Please, anyone? Allah, please. :) Allahu'alam. Hmm. I want to be a solehah wife. I want to make those angels jealous of me. Pleaseee! 27years - 5 more years. Nak kawen tahun dpn la! Hmm.

Barakallahulakum wa la na.

Trying to interpret what it means.

2011-01-19T10:14:00.004+08:00

Haha. Thought u are mr I. Lol. Ok. please ask ur friend too, ok! and tell me once u know abt that.

Oh. Ok. I'll try, but tak ley gunakan ayat yg tepat, but it'll be sth like this.

"Sesungguhnya salah seorang dari kalian benar-benar beramal dengan amalan ahli surga, sehingga jarak antara dirinya dengan surga hanya satu hasta, lalu dia didahului oleh catatan takdirnya, sehingga dia beramal dengan amalan ahli neraka, sehingga dia memasukinya. Dan salah seorang di antara kalian benar-benar beramal dengan amalan ahli neraka, hingga jarak antara dirinya dengan neraka hanya sehasta, lalu dia didahului oleh catatan takdirnya, sehingga dia beramal dengan amalan ahli surga hingga dia memasukinya."

Interpretation :

Kita tak blh ukur amalan kita akan datang dengan amalan kita ari nih. Kita tak tau nanti, penyudahan(kita mati nanti) dalam keadaan macam mana.

*Nih tak sure ada hadith ke tak. But basically kisah dua beradik nih sgt2 bagus utk tolong kita paham, which where I got to understand these phrases.

Dulu, ada dua orang beradik nih, si abang seorang yang rajin beribadat, sangat dikasihi oleh keluarga dan masyarakat, manakala adik pula seorang yang kaki maksiat, dibenci oleh keluarga dan juga masyarakat.

Tapi, tiba2, terdetik dkt ati abg tuh(syaitan hasut) yang dia nak try kehidupan adik dia, macam mana dkt tmpt pelacuran, rasa apa semua tuh. Lepas dah try, balik, bertaubat la.

At the same time, dkt tmpt maksiat tuh, adik dia terpk, macam mana la agaknya kehidupan abg dia, dkt masjid, etc. Macam mana kalau dia mati dlm keadaan macam tuh? sah. tempat dia dkt neraka.

Lepas Maghrib, si abang nih went to that dirty place. He was looking arnd for the brother, tak ada, sbb : Adik dia went to the mosque. Adik dia pon wandering arnd dkt masjid tuh, mana la abg dia. Tak ada. So, they both continue what they were doing, abg-having fun, adik-repenting, performing solat sunat taubat, etc.

Ditakdirkan Allah, berlakulah gempa bumi malam tuh dkt tempat tuh, semua org mati. abg dia, mati dlm keadaan bergelumang dgn maksiat, tapi adik dia, mati dalam iman, dkt masjid.

What the hadith says(in simple words) adalah, kita jgn pk yg keimanan kita ari nih akan bawak kita ke syurga, sbb kita tak tau apa akan jadi di masa akan datang. Kita tak ley jugak pk yg org yg tak beriman today, tak akan masuk syurga, sbb kita tak tau again, apa yg jd akan datang. Semua keimanan yg people have(macam si abg tuh) will not be meaningful sbb pengakhiran dia tak bagus, kan? So, apa yg kita blh buat ialah, pray to Allah, moga2 kita dapat hidup dan mati dalam iman. Harapkan pengakhiran yg baik bg kita, husnul khatimah. Ameen.

Ok ke, aku?

Reply to the previous comment.

2011-01-18T22:04:00.005+08:00

Hi Mr. Aku! Or is it Mr I? nevermind. :)

Pardon me for not writing what I really wanted to write. I was not able to find the best hadiths. sorry!!

I know!! Learnt it from school too, that there are certain things that can be changed, but I really can't find what was the hadith/ayat from the Quran mentioning abt that. So, am not sure what were the things. Will try to find and update u. :) For the beginning:

Dari Abi Abdirrahman Abdillah bin Mas’ud radiallahu’anhu, beliau berkata: Kami diberitahu oleh Rasulullah dan beliau adalah orang yang juur lagi terpercaya – Beliau shallallahu ‘alaihi wasallam bersabda,

“Sesungguhnya telah disempurnakan penciptaan salah seorang dari kalian dalam perut ibunya selama empat puluh hari dalam bentuk sperma, kemudian dia menjadi segumpal darah selama itu pula, kemudian menjadi segumpal daging selama itu pula, kemudian Allah mengutus kepadanya malaikat, kemudian ditiupkan ruh kepadanya, lalu malaikat tersebut diperintahkan untuk menulis empat perkara; untuk menulis rizkinya, ajalnya dan amalannya dan nasibnya (setelah mati) apakah dia celaka atau bahagia.

Demi Allah yang tidak ada ilah yang berhak diibadahi selain Dia. Sesungguhnya salah seorang dari kalian benar-benar beramal dengan amalan ahli surga, sehingga jarak antara dirinya dengan surga hanya satu hasta, lalu dia didahului oleh catatan takdirnya, sehingga dia beramal dengan amalan ahli neraka, sehingga dia memasukinya. Dan salah seorang di antara kalian benar-benar beramal dengan amalan ahli neraka, hingga jarak antara dirinya dengan neraka hanya sehasta, lalu dia didahului oleh catatan takdirnya, sehingga dia beramal dengan amalan ahli surga hingga dia memasukinya." (HR Bukhari dan Muslim.)

Wanted to write abt that too(istidraj I mean), but didnt have enough time. Since u have brought it up, yea. So true. Allah gives us tests(whether it is bad or good), to tests us. Istidraj is really, something really dangerous. It can lead us astray. But in Ali's situation. if me, I wont feel satisfied(like sth is wrong), if I dont work, but I still get sth. Like I dont deserve to get it. Know what I mean? I dont know how to put it in words..... To Ali, reflect urself. Muhasabah diri tuh. Do u really think that it is your rizq? Or is it Allah wants to test u so that u wont work hard and

let u astray? Kan, aku? :)

God is merciful - Super agree. Nothing can beat that. Hmm. Jap. Will help u(if I can), InshaAllah. Try to read the hadith given above, now can u understand?

I am sure u do know and believe that Allah is the Most Knowing, right? Al-'Alim? After Allah has created earth and etc (forget the exact ayat), then Allah berfirman to Malaikat that he wanted to created khalifahs on the earth, Malaikat questioned abt that, right? But Allah is the Most Knowing, He knows what the malaikat doesnt, right?(2:30). So, is it wrong for us to believe that Allah knows our ending? Well, there is always hope. Because we really dont know what will be our ending. And yes, Allah is the Most Merciful, MashaAllah.

I cant say much, really. Here it goes.

Sabda Rasulullah S.A.W. bermaksud:

Apabila disebut tentang qadar maka diamlah…

(Riwayat Tabrani dan Abu Nuaim). Wallahu'alam.

Birthdays.

2010-12-25T07:24:00.003+08:00

I am baddddd.

Know what I did?

I forgot everyone's birthdays.

Mommy's : I actually remember that it was her bday when I woke up at 7sth!!

Pok's : I actually remember hers after 3/4 days.

Jiji's : I actually wished her only 2 days later.

So sorry, darlings. Its not that I love u guys less, but it is just that staying at home and ignoring the dates are making me crazy with dates and times. Again, truly sorry.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, PUMPKINS!

May Allah grant u reasons to make u smile,

And happiness to make u laugh.

May this friendship is blessed with His hidayah and blessings.

May this friendship lasts forever.

-Ameen-

I love u guys soooooo much.

Lots of Love,

~Nada~

U'll smile

2010-12-12T19:18:00.004+08:00

This is specially dedicated to Kak Amalina. Study well. Practice this at home,ok. Hope u'll like it.

Tlh tgkkan encik kesayangan,ok. :D

Aisya Umaira - Live in Medan Tok Sira, Kuantan.

12th Dec 2010.

P/S : I hope all of u are doing well over there at the campus. Have fun studying!

Jihad.

2010-12-08T12:11:00.003+08:00

The biggest form of jihad is to fight against your nafs. I bet we really have to fight so that we wont go astray. When we want to do sth, we shld think. For example, I want to do that, but I can't, because it is wrong/sinful/harmful.

Don't u ever think that jihad is bad. Those mujahideen, fillah, are a bunch of good/brave people. They are not terrorists. Well, they might be, but someone is not guilty until he is proven guilty, right?

Mind your word. Never inherit your religion. Learn it.

Ms. Anita

2010-12-05T00:26:00.001+08:00

~Nothing lasts as long as you wanted to~

10sen for each cursing word used.

2010-12-03T23:54:00.002+08:00

I am so sorry, people, for everything.
The curses I have made.
The bad words I have been using.
The criticisms I have made.

"I am not going to do this again.
I am going to watch my tongue.
I am going to become a better person." Nouman Ali Khan

Speech again

2010-11-27T22:49:00.001+08:00

"Dont lose hope in the mercy of Allah."
"My advise to Muslim, the first bit of advise : Company. U need company that is serious about learning the religion. That is supportive. U may find that company on campus, at your local masjid, it might be the imam of your masjid, but find someone in the community that u look up to and tht u can spend more and more time with."

Nouman Ali Khan

Try listen to him.
We believe in Allah, don't we? We can do this.
Tests are everywhere. Any time. In the morning. During the day. At night. Its everywhere.
O Allah, bless us with Your Hidayah. Never let us decide anything without Your blessings.

Near the cafe. Right at the bus stop.

2010-11-27T00:58:00.002+08:00

I like to see guys in jubah(qalabeya). Especially if its white. :D

Dear Allah, be with me. Bless my efforts. Grant my duas if they are the best for me.
Ameen.

A note for you.

2010-11-20T17:08:00.008+08:00

I told few people that I think I will be a teacher/lecturer one day and quit to be a housewife. Really think that being a housewife is soooo cool noble. When Mommy left for haj and Kak Ani left for the husband, my brother and I have been trying our best to keep the house clean. Daddy will be leaving millions of instructions before he leaves the house.
"Fairul. Ingat, awk kena cuci lantai ni nanti. Ajak waQi sekali."
"waQi, tolong Fairul mop2 lantai, vacuum bilik and cuci toilet nanti."
"Nada, bawak kelua semua baju dalam almari nih. Pilihkan mana2 yg semua org dah tak pakai. Anta g tempat kebajikan ke apa ke nanti. Nih. Almari nih, awk keluarkan semua makanan yang dah berkulat and tak elok ni. Daddy tak nak tgk ada byk biskut dlm almari ni."

Now I know that being a full time housewife is not an easy task. Maintaining the house clean(sumpah susah), preparing the food for the family(which I have yet to try), taking care of the children(kalau anak macam Aisya, kesabaran amat diperlukan) and laundry(PENAT GILA OK!). Pergh. Bukan senang rupanya. Abis je settlekan laundry semua, nak mandi la kan. Air pulakkkkkkk tak ada. Tension. Tension. Tension. Dh kemas2 tuh, rasa nak runtuhkan pulak rumah tuh(macam blh jd Hulk sebab meter kemarahan naik mendadak). Tests by Allah. Subhanallah.

Dear Mr.,
May u be the best for me.
Dont get annoyed with me because I get sick very often.
I talk a lot with the poeple I know. My voice is loud. I speak with one tone. Bear with me.
I am a whiner. Please be a good listener. :)
I hope u know how to do some chores because we will have to do this together.
I hope we can go to the market together to choose the fishes, prawns, veges etc.
Let me work for the few years after we are married(so that I will have some savings if anything happens to us).
I will try my best to learn how to cook. U should cook as well. We'll take turn, ok. And once in a while, we can go out and eat. That will be fun. :D
Children? Allah knows how may hildren we will have(if we will). May we can be the best parents for them.
We will learn abt each other as time goes by.

P/S : I will never change these notes even though I might have told anybody abt this.

Moment of Epiphany

2010-11-15T09:44:00.002+08:00

Many things are in my mind.
I hope I can do this.
I knew the hukum states like that.
But I thought there will be exemptions.
Now I know that I have to stop.
Have to be certain that I am doing this.
Because I don't have options.
It is not an option. It is a must.

Why did u ask before if u knew abt this?

Marathon : Lion King

2010-10-23T23:51:00.004+08:00

I - The Lion King II - Lion King II - Simba's Pride

Watched again both of these with Aisya. Fun. Fun. Fun. Looked for the weird part abt Lion King showed on Youtube. Nothing came out like what is shown. Weird,right?

Anyways.

Rafiki : Change is good.

Timon : But change is not easy.

Nada : Agreed.

One thing we cannot follow :

"But do not forget what we cannot forgive."

Every coins have two sided.

I love this the most.

2010-10-20T14:18:00.003+08:00

If Allah brings you to it,
He will bring you through it.
In happy moment, praise Allah.
In difficult moments, seek Allah.
In quiet moments, worship Allah.
In painful moments, trust Allah.
In every moment, thank Allah.

Sepi

2010-09-25T18:25:00.000+08:00

I love this.

Bisikku pada bulan,
Kembalikan temanku,
Kekasihku,
Syurgaku.

Tanpa dia,
Malam menemaniku,
Sepi memelukku.

Bulan jangan biarkan siang,
Biar alam ini kelam
Biar ia sepi sepertiku.

We are strong

2010-08-08T23:04:00.002+08:00

It happened too quick.
No one was there.
No one bothered to ask how we were doing.
No one actually stood in front of the door.
No one cared. Cause they were 'afraid'.
No one have ever asked me, how I was doing.
When we meet, you'll feel ashamed.
Knowing that you were never there for your niece.
Sympathizing from far doesn't mean you're supportive enough.
I'm glad that I have my family. They are always there.
Standing. As one.

Ego

2010-08-03T20:35:00.002+08:00

Everybody has their own ego.

I know I have. And I know u have.

Egoism makes those Israelis stay in Palestine. Thinking that they 'own' the place and the people.
Egoism makes some of us look stupid in front of others. Not wanting to admit our false opinions.
Egoism makes Firaun made his people to build the Pyramid. Believing that he is the owner of the world.
Egoism takes people's lives. Egoism is bad. (But not always is)
Ego makes some of the love being rejected(not accepted//anymore, etc). Ego makes some couple went on their separate ways.

think before we act. Use our egoism wisely.

P/S : I have removed a post. Thinking that it is not relevant anymore. I dont think I want an arranged marriage pulak.

Alamat Celaka Hidup. -Batik RM-

2010-07-06T22:28:00.002+08:00

When I was small, mommy and daddy were really busy. Mom was working at IKIP 2, helping Arwah Ayah Ame(Ya Allah, I miss him. Everytime I pass by Lanchang's R&R), taking care of the cafe. It was a bakery. So, mommy had to send me to Tanah Putih, when Arwah Bah(my grandfather which I also call Bah) was still there. I played together with Faiq, Fatin n the rest during holidays. Slept there almost every week. The first few sentences I read was a 'poem', framed by Arwah Bah.

-ALAMAT CELAKA HIDUP-
BERTAMBAH ILMU BERTAMBAH JAHIL.
BERTAMBAH PANGKAT BERTAMBAH TAKBUR DAN ANNIAYA
BERTAMBAH HARTA BERTAMBAH BAKHIL
BERTAMBAH TUA BERTAMBAH TAMAK AKAN DUNIA
MELUPA-LUPAKAN DOSA YANG TELAH LALU DAN TIADA MAHU TOBAT DARIPADANYA
MENYEBUT-NYEBUT KEBAJIKAN YANG TELAH LALU KERANA AJIB(UJUB) DAN RIAK
PERKARA DUNIA KITA BANDINGKAN DENGAN ORANG YANG DI ATAS DARIPADA KITA
PERKARA AKHIRAT KITA BANDINGKAN DENGAN ORANG YANG DIBAWAH DARIPADA KITA

I dont know where did Bah get this. I bet he wrote this himself. What this Alamat Celaka Hidup is saying is true. Always true. Subhanallah. Renung2kan dan selamat beramal.

Saya Pun Melayu

2010-05-04T16:07:00.003+08:00

A book by Zaid Ibrahim. Yes. He lost the PRK in Hulu Selangor. Nothing to be ashamed of. Kamal+Alan+Nathan majority was only 1,000++. Zaid was not from Selangor, he was from Kelantan. Nothing to be ashamed of. I know that this is very rare for me to talk abt politics. Many other important things to be discussed, but national issue is important.

I think all of us should read this book. Supporting the campaign - Membaca. Many things that he said in his book that we do not know. He wants youngsters to read this book. Buy this at the nearest bookstore. Kalau tak nak, meh nak bg pinjam, only after I have finished reading.

Some of the UMNO members said that Zaid was an alcoholic. Pasting the pictures and banners everywhere. I was proud of him as he did not deny the statement. He confessed that he was, but not now. Not an alcoholic though.

Everybody makes mistakes. Do not judge someone based on his/her past. We are no greater than the others. Second chance is just what most people need. Allah has the right to grant Hidayah to whomever He wishes. Have faith.

Sharing is caring.

2010-04-07T00:22:00.004+08:00

Alhamdulillah, jutaan syukur dipanjatkan kepada Allahu Al-Rahman, hari ini, saya masih dapat menikmati segala kurniaanNya. Dalam kesukaran, masih dapat dirasai nikmat dan rezeki yang telah diberikan. Subhanallah.

Saya dapati agak sukar untuk saya, secara peribadi, melalui percakapan ataupun chat untuk berkongsi sedikit ilmu yang telah dipelajari mengenai agama Allah, walaupun sebenarnya telah dimulakan dalam beberapa posts yang lepas. Rasa rendah diri, kurang pengetahuan agama dan masalah kurang keyakinan diri adalah antara penghalang dari ilmu-ilmu ini disebarkan. Mulai hari ini, InsyaAllah akan dikongsi sedikit sebanyak ilmu yang dipelajari, untuk santapan rohani dan hati kita semua. Biiznillah.

Surah Al-A'raf.

Jadilah pemaaf dan suruhlah orang mengerjakan yang ma'ruf , serta jangan pedulikan orang-orang yang bodoh. (7:199)
Dan jika setan datang menggodamu, maka berlindunglah kepada Allah. Sungguh, Dialah Maha Mendengar, Maha Mengetahui. (7:200)

Sesungguhnya, orang-orang yang bertakwa apabila mereka dibayang-bayangi pikiran jahat(berbuat-buat dosa) dari setan, mereka pun segera ingat kepada Allah, maka ketika itu juga mereka melihat (kesalahan-kesalahannya). (7:201)

Yang diboldkan adalah ayat yang paling digemari. Mudah-mudahan beberapa ayat yang ditulis ini akan dijadikan iktibar untuk kita semua.

Aku yang masih mencari.
~Nada~

Happy Belated Birthday Nada!

2010-03-23T16:26:00.006+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday, Nada Farha.
May Allah bless you always. I love you!

When I 1st came here. Again. I wondered whether I will have friends or not. Who will be there to celebrate my 21st bday? Was wondering until the actual day came.

Night before.
~Usrah : Af bought a cake. :D
~After that : Went out with Zue, Ainnil, Zaf & Ida.

On the day itself.
~ In the evening : Anum, Sofia, Rushdana, Kak Athirah, Kak Amalina, Uzma, Yaya, Azian & Izzu came. Surprise!!
~At night : Zue, Ainnil & Aiman made a surprise party for me opposite the clock tower. It was wonderful. Zue was very nice!! We stayed there until 12.00am. Then we went out. I was waiting. Zue said "Jangan tunggu, kalau ada, ada." I was still waiting until yesterday. Then Anum told me not to. Ok. Am not waiting anymore. InsyaAllah.

The next day :
~Dinner with Mommy, Boy, waQi & Cha.
~Dad called and wished me! Haha.

I feel loved. & Blessed.

Random :

Anum : Nada, what are you eating?
Nada : Fried rice. Wanna try?
Anum : Yea. Sure. (finished trying) Wow. Its nice.
Nada : Yea.
Anum : What does it called?
Nada : Nasi goreng kampung.
Anum : Oh. Ok. Nasi goreng kampang.
Nada : Hahahha. Anum. Don't say that. Kampang is a bad word!!
Anum : Then what?
Nada : KamPUNG!!
Anum : Oh. Ok. :D
Nada : Lol!

Creation of human.

2010-02-24T22:53:00.008+08:00

"I did not create the Jinn and the humans but to ya'bodoon (to perform ibadah of me)."

Allah, the Most High : 51:56

In Islam, ibadah means the ultimate obedience, the ultimate submission and the ultimate humility to Allah s.w.t. along with the ultimate love for Him, the Most High.

Ibadah is not only about praying 5 times a day, donating to less fortunate people and etc, but actually, it is about every single thing that we do that Allah loves. We also have to remember that we are the slaves of Him. He is the creator. Be grateful that we are created.

The video screening today was very good. It was by Abdul Raheem Green. He was saying that we have a purpose in life. The purpose is as mentioned above. But we, the generation today, are living just to find some fun in our lives. We take drugs, alcohols and etc. The example given was very interesting and easy to be understood.

Marilyn Monroe. She was rich. Famous. Fans. Everything. But look at how she ended her life. She killed herself. If being rich, famous, and the idols for most people are the purposes of our lives, why did she kill herself, then? That is not the real happiness that we are searching for, is it?

Let's sit and think about this. Live in a real world. Not in the fantasy. Movies and music have given us enough chance to live in the fantasy world. Whenever we are not happy, just think of this :

"Truly, it is by the remembrance of Allah that hearts can find rest"

Allah the Most Merciful : 13:28

Worries. Allah is there.

2010-02-23T09:47:00.004+08:00

Now, I have realized that I should not be worried about anything. Maybe I can be worried, but I should not be super worried. I used to be very worried when no one is at home that I could not stop from calling and asking them to come back. I used to be very worried when my friends are not there with me, as no one wants to talk to me that I can almost cry. I used to be very worried about many petty things that I could not even think of. Oh. And also about the past and my future.

As I grow older, I am becoming more rational, I can say. Now I am already 20 years old. Going to be 21 this year. The country decides to give me the right to vote during the elections. It surely means something. It means something really big for me, my parents and my country.

To make the full use of the talks that I have attended about Islam, I knew that I really2 have to change. No more worries. We should know that Allah is always there. I believe that as long as I am a good Muslim, Allah will always be there protecting me, even when I am all alone, InsyaAllah. Allah will also be there 24/7, days and night, waiting for His slave to talk to Him, to tell Him her problems, to listen to her prayers and grant her wishes if that's the best for her.

I do believe in the miracle and the power of the Almighty One. I also realized that sometimes, I tell my stories to different people because I am searching the words that I wanted to hear, but I still could not find it. Because actually, I also do not know what was I looking for. When I attended a few talks, I know that words are not everything. It is the action that is more important. Faith in Allah and obeying His amar ma'ruf, nahi munkar, InsyaAllah. EVERYTHING will be fine.

Thinking and worrying about the future is something that we should not do. Kunfayakun. :)

Take care.

~Nada~

only You know

2010-01-26T21:23:00.002+08:00

No one knows how painful it was.
& it still is.
No one actually cares.
But only You know.
You keep me going.
I should be strong.
I am strong enough.

Kerisauan yang perlu diambil serius

2009-10-15T16:36:00.007+08:00

Di mana2 sekarang dapat kita lihat kehancuran. Kita semua harus bertindak, demi menjaga maruah bangsa dan agama. Yang tua berebutkan kuasa dan yang muda hanyut dalam dunia yang dicipta oleh mereka sendiri. Sekali terpandang, MasyaAllah. Na'udzubillahi min zalik. Risau timbul dengan serta merta. Hanya mampu menggelengkan kepala.

Rasulullah s.a.w. telah menangis sebelum baginda wafat, kerana risau akan umat2nya di akhir zaman kelak. Mungkin inilah antara yang dirisaukan baginda.

Tidak perlu tahu semua hukum hakam juga telah boleh membuat kita menangis. Cukup jika difahmi dengan hati.

Semua ini harus diberhentikan. Hentikan ini sebelum kita mengalami masalah yang lebih besar. Risau. Takut.

Hidayah & Change

2009-01-18T10:30:00.003+08:00

Hello. Good morning. What a beautiful morning!! Hmm. I think I have many things to share with all of you, but I don't know where to start. Hmm.. Let me see. Let's talk about CHANGES. I told you before, I don't like changes. I guess I am wrong after all. Why? On the 1^st Jan, I watched MHI. Dato' Fadzillah Kamsah was there. He said that those who do not want to change are losers. HE IS CALLING ME A LOSER!!!! How dare you, Dato?? -_- Haha

He also said that changes are good. If we want things to change, WE have to change FIRST. It is as simple as that. To tell you the truth, I don't have any resolutions yet because I do not know where to change. I am not calling myself a perfect, but actually there are too many things that I have to change. Again, the question evoked – Where do I begin?

Some of us really want to change. Of course, for the better. We want to change, especially towards being a better MUSLIM or MUSLIMAH. We talk about this issue with anyone. And we even tell them how we want to change. For me, when you say that you want to change to be a better Muslim or Muslimah, you really have to sit and think. Yes. That is the best for you. Let's not talk about not getting hidayah yet, because the hidayah is everywhere. WE HAVE TO LOOK FOR THE HIDAYAH. We cannot expect Allah to give us hidayah without having us to pray everyday for that hidayah. Remember, Al-Quran contains everything, the hokum hakam, the dos and don'ts, they way that Muslim or Muslimah should live. Don't hesitate to spend some time to read Al-Quran. Don't race to finish the Al-Quran. I think it is better for us to know the true meanings of Al-Quran, every sentence of it. One page per day will be sufficient enough for us to know Islam and praise Allah non-stop.

More questions will be asked. Do you really want to change to become a better Muslim or Muslimah? If you say that you want to become a better slave, why must you continue doing wrong things that are totally unacceptable and totally wrong in Islam? I seriously think that if we want to change to become something else that we are not or we haven't be, we have to stop from doing what we are doing now, before we start doing things that the person we want to be will do everyday. Never turn back. Yesterday will always be yesterday. Future is too far from us. But today, is the most important day. I hope you get what I mean. Hmm.. As a Muslim, we have to remember that Allah is with us. He can see everything that we do. Yes. He can. He can hear everything that we talk. He knows everything that we think. So, don't do something that can make Him angry. Let us all change to become a better person. A better Muslim, of course.

Before we continue doing something, we have to remember that everything is important. Bear the consequences in mind. Watching a very sexy lady in the television is actually adding sins into our lives (Lagho). That is only if we watch that stupid sexy lady. Belum kita tengok benda yang lebih teruk dari tuh. I think we already have millions of sins, right? So, let us stop. One by one. You and me. Us. Vamos! Necesitamos cambiar. Don't hesitate. If we want to change to become a better person, don't do something that can cause more disaster. Don't even start it..

Sorry if this post is a bit offensive. But I am remembering you and myself as well. YOU = You and Me. If you reading this post, don't think about Nada. I don't know why I bother to write about this, but my hands keep typing it. Just think that this might be a hidayah as well. Because like I said earlier, hidayah is everywhere. Every words that you heard from people is actually a hidayah from Allah.. Allah loves us more than we can imagine. Amar Ma'ruf, Nahi Munkar. Wallahu'alam.

WOW! I think I have found my resolutions. I want to change, InsyaAllah. Don't expect me to turn 360°.. If you hear me cursing, stop me. If you hear me bitching about others, stop me. ;) Take care. Be good.

Ayah Ame, berehatlah..

2008-12-13T13:04:00.007+08:00

AL-FATIHAH..

Ahmad Kamel bin Abd. Malek
13.05.1958 - 10.12.2008

A special tribute to Ayah Ame..

Ayah Ame, maaf sebab tak datang rumah. Salah saya sebab tak pegi..
Ayah Ame, sorry for everything..
Ayah Ame, terima kasih sebab tolong jaga saya..
Ayah Ame, thanks for being there whenever we needed you..
Ayah Ame, saya sayang Ayah Ame.. Sangat2..
Ayah Ame, don't worry.. You were nice. To me. To us. To everybody..
Ayah Ame, kenapa pergi cepat sangat?
~Allah lebih sygkan Ayah Ame~
Ayah Ame, jangan risau.. Saya akan cuba tengok adik2 & Auntie Iza, macam yang Ayah Ame mintak.. Macam yang Ayah Ame selalu nak..
Ayah Ame, we will pray for you..
Ayah Ame, tido elok2.. We will not forget you..
Ayah Ame, I'm gonna miss you.. & I am missing you already..
Ayah Ame.. Berehatlah.. Saya tau Ayah Me dah penat..

Ayah Ame is my uncle. He died in an accident. I can't stop myself from crying whenever I think of him, until today. Well, Allah loves him more than anyone does. All of us(my family) have to be strong. We have Auntie Iza, Nazihah, Muhaimin, Maisarah and Naqib to look after. Auntie Iza, you have to be the strongest. I know that you are strong. We are with you, always. I love you all. Everything. I'll stop now to let Ayah Ame rest in peace..

Ayah Ame, berehatlah..

Happy Belated Birthday

2008-12-01T11:52:00.003+08:00

Hello. Would like to wish Muhammad Irfan - HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY, IRFAN!! Well, we were there with you on your birthday, just like what Arep and I promised. We promised that we will celebrate your birthday at Sho Gun. But you were rushing to go home. And I don't think we will go to Sho Gun, kalau jadi pon. Kan kita dah blacklisted Sho Gun, due to several reasons.. Kan? Betol tak, Arep? So, the plan was cancelled..

But anyway, Happy Belated Birthday to you. May Allah grant you with His health and wealth. nanti jom la kita gi mana2.. Ni bukan janji kosong, eh. Ajak Danial Syafiq jugak.. Hmm.. Lamanya tidak menulis.. Tidak tahu hendak cakap apa..

I was a bit upset with one of my friends. If you are reading this, you know who you are. He is leaving, but he won't tell me when. I have to accept the truth - People do come, and people do go.. Time will change everything. TAK SUKA!!!!!!!!!!!!

Before I get too emotional, let me stop now. See you later. Take care!

Missing Them

2008-11-12T01:06:00.003+08:00

Hello.

I miss talking to Daddy.

I miss his smile.

I miss Daddy.

I miss Mummy,

I miss Kak Long, Boy, WaQi, Cha,

I miss them a lot.

They understand me so well.

I need to talk to somebody.

I miss talking to someone that really understands me.

I miss waking up in the morning, with a smile on my face, saying "Yay. Ari ni sekolah".

I miss discovering new things in my studies.

I miss people telling me that things will be okay.

I miss Everything.

Hmm.. I wish somebody can understand me and can read my heart. If you found one for me, please tell me. Thank you. Take care.

Kuantan Rocks!

2008-10-19T13:13:00.005+08:00

Hello, again. This is the first post that I wrote in Kuantan.. Hmm.. Yes. I'm in Kuantan, enjoying my weekend here.. Having a good time here, since last Friday.. At 4.00 p.m., I can't believe that I'm already in Kuantan!! WOW!! Home sweet home..

I decided earlier that I am not going to do any work for this weekend. And I followed my plans. Helped Mummy a bit with the house works, since Kak Ani is not here. Jaga Cha for a few hours, until Cha turned into a monster and I got scold from Kak Long.. Haha… But Waqi, Boy and I enjoyed looking at Cha and her cuteness…Haha.. Look. Isn't she a monster? :D.. Sorry, Cha.. Dada just love teasing you… ;P

Hmm. I don't know what to post actually, but I feel like posting something.. Let me just tell you what I did.. Hmm.. Had my lunch as I arrived, lepak, fed the monkeys in TC, lepak, tido, went to my father's office, went to see the Petronas 3 on 3 at TC kejap je and many more.. Let the pictures speak. : )

I noticed one thing la.. I don't know what to write when I'm at my house.. Owh. Ya. Yesterday, before I went so sleep, I was SO angry at my friend. Guess it was my fault, so I just shut up and slept. Haha.. I HAD A VERY GOOD TIME AT HOME! ENJOYED MY QUALITY TIME WITH THEM! YAY!!! Going back to D'Shire this evening. I'll miss my home again. My bus is at 5.30p.m.. See you later. Take care..